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Acting in Faith (21 months to go)


This week was great! I would like to start with the success Elder Rosas and I had this week. And all this success came from one thing. Exact obedience. The whole time I have been here Elder Rosas has not been able to get out of bed at 6:30, and I had some days where I did not as well. It is hard to wake up at 630 every day. But I talked with him over a week ago and we decided that this last week we were going to be exactly obedient. Two weeks ago we only found 7 new people to teach (the goal for the mission is 12 a week) one person attend church and a baptism fall out...

Marisol - Marisol told us she wanted to ¨try other flavors¨ that she wanted to attend other churches before deciding to get baptized. But that is fine because I know this church is true and in time she realize by the spirit that is the right decision to make. It is actually really good because she told us, she wants to join a church she knows she can defend and speak for knowing it is true!
This last week, with exact obedience, we found 26 people to teach and had 5 people attend church! 

Acting in Faith - I have been struggling the whole time I have been here to teach with the spirit. I have been praying to know why, and if I can have it. I asked my parents what I needed to do to be able to be more in tune with the spirit. My dad sent me a talk by David A. Bednar that really helped me. In there he says 
¨The first experience occurred as we entered a dark room and turned on a light switch. Remember how in an instant a bright flood of illumination filled the room and caused the darkness to disappear. What previously had been unseen and uncertain became clear and recognizable. This experience was characterized by immediate and intense recognition of light.

The second experience took place as we watched night turn into morning. Do you recall the slow and almost imperceptible increase in light on the horizon? In contrast to turning on a light in a dark room, the light from the rising sun did not immediately burst forth. Rather, gradually and steadily the intensity of the light increased, and the darkness of night was replaced by the radiance of morning. Eventually, the sun did dawn over the skyline. But the visual evidence of the sun’s impending arrival was apparent hours before the sun actually appeared over the horizon. This experience was characterized by subtle and gradual discernment of light.
From these two ordinary experiences with light, we can learn much about the spirit of revelation. I pray the Holy Ghost will inspire and instruct us as we now focus upon the spirit of revelation and basic patterns whereby revelation is received.
Sometimes but rarely we will get our answers like turning on a light, but that is not usually how it works. It takes work and time to learn and recognize when the spirit is talking to you. 
Something that really helped me this week was from Elder Jensen. I was studying how to recognize the spirit in chapter 4. And he asked me what I was studying. And I told him that I was struggling with finding the spirit. What he told me helped me a ton. He told me I need to become more like Christ. That I should be studying chapter 6 of Preach my Gospel which is how to develop Christlike Attributes. And maybe that it is my pride that is stopping the spirit from talking to me, and leading me in the lessons. So what I did is I fasted for Humility, Patience and Virtue on Wednesday (all Christlike attributes), to become more like Christ. And then I started acting in faith, I started opening my mouth and speaking more and more everyday. Started trusting in the Lord that even if I make a mistake in Spanish, everything will be alright. And Saturday night in a lesson, is when I realized I could teach with the spirit if I acted in faith and trusted in the Lord.. 
Patti y Paulina - The beginning of the lesson I felt as they were not ready for baptism. Then I got a small prompting to share a little story about my mom. The husband of Patti has a lot of problems with health, and never can sleep. Which made me think of my mom. Because I know when she is able to sleep she is so much healthier. And I shared how she has been putting her trust in the Lord and has been able to do more and more every day. We were talking about faith and what they have learned all this time from being taught by the missionaries and why they like having the missionaries. And I got prompted to share my personal story of this with them. Of acting in faith, of how I could not really share how I felt and could not share how I can help. Or speak the language until I started trying to. I had the gift of tongues, it was amazing, the words were coming from my heart, not my mind. I knew it was the spirit talking through me. My spanish was perfect (or the Lord´s Spanish.) Patti with her jaw dropped said to my companion ¨El puede hablar in EspaƱol¨ It really was a great experience for to realize that the Lord is with me helping me. And that when we fast for stuff we can receive it. Afterwords I had the feeling in my chest to invite them to be baptized. And they said yes! And they made it to church yesterday, so that is even better. Because they are showing their faith! It is so great how our prayers can be answered after we act in faith. After we are obedient and act in faith we will receive blessings and receive the spirit.
After receiving the spirit this last week and being able to use it everyday, I have been able to have the best week of my mission. The joy that I have right now is indescribable. I am happy I have the opportunity to share a piece of that joy with you every week. You can find this joy for yourself as well. Just act in faith.. Pray.. Read the Book of Mormon... And go to the temple as much as you can. If you build yourself spiritually you will have more joy in your lives. Hope you can have a great week.
Love you -Elder Stokes. 

Pics
We found a cool skull on the road.

All the missionaries in Buenaventura got shirts.

Laundry day



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